I’ve loved and I’ve lost,
I looked beyond the pines,
I thought I had, I thought I was full,
But that was just an illusion.
Brought about by my selfish thoughts,
I guess I wasn’t as good as I thought,
I guess life after all wasn’t a bed of roses but a long chain of challenges, an unbreakable cycle.
I wanted to be more,
I wanted more,
But it was never enough,
It’s never enough,
For the more you get, the more you want and the more you need.
I used every rule, every trick, in the book of life and yet it wasn’t enough, I wasn’t able to control it, I lost myself, I lost it.
I found hope though in the smallest parts of my humanity,
In the thought of making heaven,
In the thought of being with you,
In the thought of finding myself,
In That single thought, I found hope,
I found my self,
And with my last breath, I’ll hold on to it.